When my suspense runs out, I feel the same way.
Really scary on country roads, and I almost drove it into a bush once.
It was fine before I changed the rear gas shocks that were leaking.
I think the guy from Gaz, dampertec, sent me the ones he thought were best. The stroke on them was shorter than on the old ones.
To get the right ride height, I had to change the rear top shock support.
Now, if I set them up for a softer ride on the road, they easily bottom out.
I now have new ones that are the same as the originals and have put the rear top bolts back to how they were.
I have major back problems, so when I run normally, I like a softer ride.
My seats are big and comfortable, but they aren't good enough for stiff settings.